Exciting diaper full of pee for a great fetish masturbation

HI! I'm a girl like many others, but with a small peculiarity: I love wearing diapers. I know for many it may seem strange, but for me it is a source of comfort and pleasure. The feeling of the diaper on my skin relaxes me and makes me feel protected, almost like a constant hug. I like its softness and the way it adapts to my body, following my every movement. And let's face it, there's something liberating about not having to worry about finding a bathroom in time! I don't always wear diapers, obviously. I reserve them for times when I want to pamper myself a little, when I'm feeling stressed or simply when I want to feel more comfortable. Sometimes I pair them with soft pajamas or a onesie, other times I hide them under regular clothes. I love peeing in it like in this video and masturbating to come to a long, very wet orgasm! I know that not everyone will understand this passion of mine, but for me it is important to be honest with myself and with others.